i’m in the mood

Saturday, usual as off but i’m still working..
i’m hardworking eh, because everything i need now i pay it with my time =)

so before went to work , have brunch with lil sister..heh, in so suddenly i feel like to camwhore gao gao..
so i did.. hmmm , bare with me..i seldom make up now, contact lens & eyebrow i added into only..
no care, i lazy put a lot make up now.. no tat urge to put a lot of it..
camwhore gao gao den went out work … i’m driving my car to there because mom will be there by herself after attending some class..
is demo class, so nothing much to do..
camwohre again.. so wat? LOLi’m a fatty.. @@lalalalala, tis is the bread.. before it cooked..is cook now,me likey..yes, i like to eat bread.. especially mom did it..
i ate a lot tho.. =.=ll
at night though wan went to shah alam night market, is raining so never go there..
and i’m craving for KFC, so with sister went to get it at 24hrs KFC..
actually i’m just craving for whipped potato and coselaw, but when i’m there i change my mind..
i ate Zinger set.. FML to max max max!=( is fattening ar.. i should control myself..

**装傻还是怎样的？还不明白吗？你不要以为你是什么东西，你根本没那个影响力..
那是事情与你无关..
突然间我觉得你很烦啊！就这样，别打来了！

幸福

别人说幸福掌握在自己手中，想幸福酒要靠自己争取，是真的吗？

对我来说可不一定，如果是抢来的幸福并不是真正的幸福..

听过吗，勉强没幸福哦..

有时候还要靠缘分，这两个字..

可当你真的遇上时，你真的需要靠自己那么的一点努力来得到您的幸福..

那么你找到你们的幸福了吗？

那么我的幸福在哪？

我不知道..

这些应该还急不来..

或许，现在淡淡的生活已经让我觉得很幸福了.

介绍一首很好听的歌.. ＝）

ღsigning off, rukiღ

what a bad habit

still, every night i will hang till very late..
just don’t know why, i can’t change my bad habit..
can someone just make me change this bad habit huh? *tsk tsk* it is very unhealthy..
and also someone are hang with me till he feel tired, mmg ben ben ar..
but, i’m really appreciate it..

=)

i think i really did it, what i promise to myself..
you, i keep you in the deepest place in my heart..
you, cant influence my mood anymore..
i won’t let you do so..thing it not belongs to me, just let it be..
i think i should faster make a decision when all the things should be settle up..
alone to do it, is better i think..

p.s: yes, my heart is freeze now.. can someone just warm my heart back?

ღsigning off, rukiღ

你听到了没

当你走进我的世界里，你有得到我的允许吗？

如果你选择了进来后就不要随随便便的走开..
那个地方不是说来就来，说走就走..
你要明白..
当你走了..
留下的痕迹，我可能需要用上很久的时间来把你的痕迹给抹去..

嗯，这几天天气很冷，冷到我心都快结冰了..还有，我的小腿的肌肉痛了好几天…=( *痛死我了*

安静了几天，我想了一些事..
不要因为寂寞
而一时冲动
而爱上一个人
因为那并不是确实的爱..
因为有那么的一句话 ： “如果你是因为寂寞而爱上一个人 那么你最终会因为爱而寂寞”

因为我不想我一时的寂寞，而做错选择..

那天无意的按到onefm了，听到一个蛮有意思的东西..
一个人，你能做什么？？
一个人看书，一个人吃饭，一个人看电影，一个人走走..
不慌不忙的，一个人的生活其实也可以很精彩..
好好的享受一个人的生活吧..

还有给一个人的话，很谢谢你…=)

ღsigning off, rukiღ

still busy..

enn lar, still the same..

this is my weekend, my every weekends.. i help mom to work..

7early8early, have to wake up.. @@

what i feel, my leg muscle very pain.. what lar, i don’t know what i have done.. zzzz

still, need to work..

bored bored bored..

today class, is about Danish.. me likey~~ lalalalala..

see mom is explaining..

spot the red color-T girl, she is pretty! LOL

mom backs~~

enn enn, while nothing to do i get rest.. =)

SS awhile.. with nothing on my face, i know is ugly shit.. >.<

no care lar..

morning, i ate very little only so i’m very hungry while the things was baking.. LOL

i get to eat my favorite.. i’m happy~

after the class was done, get everything we went to have brunch..

at “Ah Ngao” there..

enough satisfy for me.. =) very full indeed..

damn tired, while in the car i fall asleep till reach home.. and reach home i sleep again..LOL

it was farking not good, because i sleep with full stomach.. it fattening.. =(

i regret lar..FML>.<

feel kinda alone these day.. hmmm~

and FB getting bored now..

=(

is getting near to August, can i stop the time.. don’t so fast reach August?

i’m very outdated now, long time i never went out for shopping edi..
can i have 1 day free for me to shop?

ღsigning off, rukiღ

FML FMC..

Friday night, mom drive my car out and when reach home the car like something wrong with it..

yes, the water boiling.. >.<

shit! because i never notice the water level.. =((

and the water is leaking..

this time really big case, i gonna pk gao gao for repairing it.. FML to the MAX!

if the water tank need to change, it gonna cost few K! =((

no car use for the second day, since i’m going to work mo fetch me..

a little doll up for the day & i tie my hair up.. *puffy eyes *

while working camwhore abit abit, since no people there.. >.<

yes ar, while working dad call..

he check, it is the fan problems.. not water tank problems..

phewww!thanks god! if not my wallet will got a big hole..

and he help me take it to repair, and now it is settle edi.. =))

i’m kinda busy, after working i still need to help my mom work..

blah blah, pity me.. while the class was on i’m fishing..

i’m tired..

then after few hours, the class is done.. i’m happy~~

camwhore awhile.. lalalalala~~

i never sleep when i’m home.. because the grandma big day..
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA*

after get the dinner, we play mahjong with her and also another kaki wei wei….

i think the night is not my day, i lose a lot when starting.. after pass 12, luckily i get back my modal..

LOL

and i’m really a vampire, day i’m that tired but night i don’t feel so..

i still hang at FB till 3am..

just don’t know why..

ღsigning off, rukiღ

random life

for after so so so long, decide to have a movie..

starting just wanna watch “flirting scholar” but sister bf don’t wanna watch that..he suggest to have “inception”, so deal with it..but unfortunately a lot full house, at seats at upper part already fully sold out..
so plans change, they will have “predators” and me n lil sister still on with the plan have “flirting scholar 唐伯虎點秋香2之四大才子”..
have it @ Sunway.. its Wednesday night, ticket movie were cheaper.. a lot people ler.. >.<

yea,someone told me “flirting scholar” are not that nice, but after watching i feel not bad mar.. at least i laugh eh.. =) a very “wu li tou” movie, but kinda funny..

******************

Thursday.. night market, as usual.. my dear dear gal long time never find me edi, cox she ….

but finally she find me for dinner d.. LOL.. after so long, mom tag along with us for the dinner.. =)

really long time nvr walk night market with mom edi..

lalalalala..

ishhh, always when i wan buy something.. why sure don’t have geh? >.<>

hmmm~no takoyaki for that, i’m too full edi..

den get carrot milk for myself.. =)
*my lips... T__T, i wan throw it..

ღsigning off, rukiღ

不爱你了

爱情不是說不爱就不爱，对不？

至少也需要用哪一小段时间让它变淡去..
就好像现在，平复了很多..
我也没那么想你了…
只是，也不知道有时候就为什么你会突然出现在我脑海里…
爱不爱，连我自己也不知道了..
我想我也慢慢的把你藏起来了..
这是件好事，至少我还能这样做..
我想我没需要那么执着了，执着到后来我会得到什么呢？
*如果【拥有】这么难，那就学习【放下】吧*
这句是对的..我觉得痛了，而且痛得有点麻木..
所以就这样好了..

等，时间久了..
我想我会渐渐把你遗忘..
还有，
东西应该物归原主了..

黄威尔の男人女人 , 很有意思..

ღsigning off, rukiღ

don’t stop there..

everything should start to change and not the remain the same..
i can’t just stand at there and wait miracle happen..
no miracle will happen, don’t dream…
just take a deep deep breath and walk out..
let things keep in the deepest part and don’t touch it..
soon and sooner it will disappear without any notice..
this is what i want..what can i say..
everything should be start from ZERO and learn again by myself..
i don’t want rely on others anymore , i wan all the things can do it by myself..
i will try harder slowly and slowly walk out..
no matter what and how, i just care about myself only..
sounds selfish but, this is what i can do..self protection after getting hurt.. =)

and actually i scare i will being too annoyed, so i decide to be alone..
so don’t get misunderstand..
and
this is me… =X
i don’t disturb you, so you don’t disturb me too.. okay?

don’t mess with me, i’m a very rude girl! you can’t expect what i will do next..



so into Olivia Ong - You And Me her voice kills me, relaxing..


and and lastly, i want go somewhere to release all these thing..
stay at here very stress,a lot have to think about it..
i wan have a short trip , can I?

ღsigning off, rukiღ

WW 23th Birthday

it’s your birthday..
WW aka Ji Mui birthday celebrate @ Fun OK café..simple celebration with a dinner + a mini cake..
picture picture all the time..not much to say about it..camwhore only..

our food~

*dont know why the lighting become like this... >.<
*i wan complain, people camwhore he keep disturb.. annoyed sial!
lastly, not forget the mini american chocolate..
this is the place... =)

**for more, please view the album in FB..
i didn’t own any picture..

yet, after the dinner we feel like wan to sing..
but the charge were too expensive d, plan cancel and get home early..
XoXo
i still owe u a present..
wait me get a chance to shop and i will get 1 for you..


how to people think i don’t care, you love to do what just go ahead..
do whatever you like..
i won’t stop you..
i won’t give any reaction, that’s all..

ღsigning off, rukiღ

screw up!

FML!
i don’t love things goes like this..
damn it! sounds like my fault! shit!
what?
i wait and wait and wait, but in the end what i get?
disappointed to the MAX! all had been mess up!
so till the end who’s wrong?
don’t you blame me!

i should go to the Bon Odori or club,

i should not wait..
FML the the max! regret regret..
luckily, midnight time W still find me to have a drink wit JX..
at least i feel better.. =)

but i get mumble by mom.. @.@
no care edi..

and yes, i should change my lifestyle d..
is really abnormal and unhealthy at all..
but how?
don’t know, times seem like doesn’t cure a

nything..
blah blah, i just can’t wait to get you out of my world..

原来爱会变恨..
放心，我还不恨你..

ღsigning off, rukiღ