Step Up3

i have been sleep for freaking 14hours, i still feel damn tired.. Long long time, i never sleep for that long already..

Since i’m wake.. This weekend no work for me, i decide to have a movie..

The pass weekend i’m sick, is spoil my plan to went out..

This week i don’t allow it happen, even i’m not fully recover but i’m still able to go out!

No one i can date, i decide grab my lil sister out to have movie..

actually i wanna watch “the expendables” but too bad is for 18 only, i change it to step up3..

went to the nearest place IOI, i thought the place wont have a lot people.. But when i reach , is freaking a lot cars over there..

No indoor parking , i have to park at outside.. LOL

reach there, the 1^st thing to collect the ticket that purchase via on9..
i’m still sick so i don’t know what can i eat, i thought it actually still got a lot of time for me to waste for thinking wat should i eat..

my lil sister remind me that we don’t have much time i only realize , faster find a café to eat..

i choose “little Taiwan” , the very first time i went there..

Not much choice at there, lastly i choose “claypot kueh tiao with chicken” & have a hot jasmine tea..

for very first time i eat the “fried chicken” i take out the skin.. arr! how pity i’m!

lastly i cant finish the “kueh tiao”, waste it d..

opsss, before get into the cinema.. we bought drinks and some mashed potato..

the Maggie mashed potato having promotion, buy 1 n you will get 1 free..silly me, i told the person i order 1 only, why give me 2.. LOL, i didn’t realize abt that..

STEP UP 3! what can i say? it is awesome.. rated it 10/10!

*even i haven watch Step Up 1 & 2, but when i got time i will find it out to watch it!

i feel wanna to dance when i watch it!

they are freaking hot!

I don't care, i wanna watch again in 3D~~ wooots!!

get home after that..

i’m satisfy at least i got a movie for myself..

Rojak post

this gonna be a rojak post, sorry for being lazy to separate it..

Wednesday-

After work, reach home aunt ask me to fetch her over PJ to take ViVi back from hospital.

FYI, ViVi is injured because of the not responsible driver bang on it..

The place is at Gasing Heights , where Elaine dear live at..

Hmmm, we went there to take her back and we do wait for like 20mint to wait them bring ViVi down..LOL

freaking bored , i do camwhore..

Wait till x patient d..

Then we went to pay the medical fees, RM800+ for this time..

And they suggest every week we should bring her back to check up, i don’t know how much will it cost.

But i’m sure it will be costly!

Our wallet gonna have a big holes, goddamnit!

Pity ViVi now only got 3legs to walk, 1 of it being wrap up and need to wait 6weeks only will recover..

And i don’t sure izit will recover within 6weeks.. =(

pity her..

jump off this topic..

Saturday-

i feel fucking stress, i gonna present a presentation..This is the last emcee that i need to do..

I don’t know why i feel so, feel so panic.. =X

Because i’m gonna do a conclusion without looking at PPT, and do a live sharing..

Shit things happen, the activity do take longer times compare with usual.. This make me more panic & panic..

my mind was empty! totally blank! Luckily i do a small note on my hand & i just read it out..

I feel so so so bad, i did this thing.. I never do a good ending for the last time.. =(

But at least this is the last time, i don’t need to worry anymore..

After work, i did work again for my mom..

Ahh, i think i’m super busy! When i’m home i use 5min to done my brunch, during that time i think a lot..

I rush for everything, and i ask myself why i make myself so tired?!

i answer myself, because this is my mom if i don’t help her who did? She is more freaking tired than me, she do a lot thing for this family.. I can’t be so selfish not to help her!

Forget about it, i will do what i can..

I’m tired but at least i’m not doing nothing in my life.. I do things for what i have now..

When i’m home, for the first time i feel this fucking tired.. Plus i think i’m not fully recover yet, 10+ i went to bed d..

For very first time i sleep so early.. LOL

p/s : everything i do, i depends on my mood! bad or good thing?

what a feeling!

I don’t know how to describe my feeling, i just don’t feel good!
Since the time i’m sick, i feel weird.. Till now..(my sick r not really recover yet)
I don’t know what’s wrong , what’s is happening and why it happen like this..
Messy! I feel messy!
Everything like mess up?
Everything around me i feel so weird, it just doesn’t same as usual..
I never feel this before, it makes me feel fantod..
i feel so stress d.. Please la, this fxxk feeling just go away..
I feel like to cry out and release it.. But does it help?
I feel so helpless ..

I pass my everyday with these feeling, is like it is not so me..

It is so unrealistic..

random on Wednesday

Random post, before i forget about it..
Movie time, we had @ The Last Airbender..
The story so so lar, because it have part 2..
Still need to wait..
Hope it will done it faster, don’t let me wait so long.. Just like the movie “The Golden Compass”
I have been wait for 968703285 years, and it still not yet out!

ohh, that time i feel i’m going to sick..i dig out the long lost long sleeve top for the movie..
heya! is me!*excuse the messy hair

err, i don’t know wat to update..

just so random..
buiiiiaaaa..

nothings goes right

真所谓：一波未停一波又起

hey what things are going on now?

it is ridiculous!

FUCK YOU brainless cold blood driver! you are damn SH!凸

you are fucking blind, you don’t even got heart!!

dog have life too!

what the hell makes you bang on it?!!! stupid!

pity ViVi, now are in hospital..

DAMN!

now have to think the medical fees.. goddamn 1k+!

where to dig out this amount?!

*scratch head*

荡机

病了几天了，脑袋有点不正常..
我想是状态还不是很好..
做东西，做做一半就“hang”在那里..想想别的东西..
不知道为什么，这几天时常忘了自己已经单身了…
拿起电话想找人时，突然才想起来没人可以找..
我的老毛病又来发作，又来想想想
都不知道想来做甚么..
我的遐想很厉害，因为拼命的想不可能发生的事..
就像傻的一样，活在自己的世界里..
拜托吧，让我快点康复
我不要我脑袋乱乱想东想西了..

近来感触特别多，一句一句话爽爽就在我脑袋里经过..
“重要的只是那颗♥而已 ”

等我好些再更新生日的东西吧..

无论是什么目的都好，我想他也是为了我好…感激你，等我好些再约你吧..

病了

终于还是抵不过。。

感谢我亲爱的弟弟！！！
害我和我妹也一起病了。。

呜~~~~
以前生病了还有他可以带我去看医生，现在没人带我去看医生。。
最后还是等妈妈载我去。。
病了没有人可以让我撒娇了。。

我不是乖的病人，生病时胃口特别好。。
什么都想吃！
别人病时会瘦，而我变的会肥。。>.< "几够力下"
生病了，我最戒不了口。。
完蛋了！

It’s my Brithday

late post.. =o

I’m lucky i’m happy.. At least i think i’m still not alone..
Thanks i got such good colleague to celebrate my birthday during the lunch time.. =)
We had “bak kut teh” at Kuchai..Then they got a special “cake” for me..Haagen Dazs Ice Cream.. =)
not forget to take group pic..
This year i got my sister with her boyf and of cox wei,willing to have dinner with me..
We got Korean BBQ buffet, suggest by my dear sister..
After work, went home and doll up..
reach there, get the food and start to cook!ehhh, the place i sit were freaking hot.. keep sweating nia..>.<>so ngam a bunch of uncle n aunty behind us were celebrate birthday too.. yes, my busybody sis told them is my birthday too while they pass the cake to us.. you know what?! a aunty were just so friendly and she kiss me!!! i;m just STUN for few seconds, and they say my face were so red! i’m SHY woii..
no care eh, anyway thanks for the cake.. and we cont our bbq.. =)

thx both of them..
not forget this too..
after we done, carmen only free to join us.. we went to station 1 for second round, drink & chit chat..

It like nothing special on this year.. i don’t get disappointed because i never hope anything..

ciaozz!

人生的转折点

钟声敲了，已过了12点..

这是21岁另外一个转折点..

心中错中复杂的感觉不知道该如何形容..

我不再是在小女孩的阶段了..

渐渐的变成了小女人..

我不能像以前般的那样任性，不顾一切，做事不果断..

现在思想要变的成熟，不能只是想自己而已了..

在另外的一方..

是时候该给自己做出最终的决定..

自己应该往那个方向去..

用了3年，竟然还没做出最终的决定..

很失败，因为真的很害怕自己会选错方向..

另外也一直以为自己时间多的很，就把事情一拖再拖..

才发现原来自己是如此的失败，那么一点事也不能果断的做决定..

希望在短时间内，我真的能找到..

因为岁月不留人..

Ooohh noo 21..

811 is my day..

The day i don’t really hope it come early, but still reach d..

No more sweet 18 or 19 as last time..

I remember last time when i was young i hope my birthday come early..

but now, not even i hope it to reach early..

I’m getting older, you know? >.

Anyway, i can’t escape..

this is the truth i’m old fox now..GOOD!

*Screaming* to myself HAPPY 21 !

a long journey still need to go on..

XoXo

ღsigning off, rukiღ

its like finally.. ღ

after like so long, use to get a chance to shop..

errr, i don’t know who can i date to shop..

so decide ask carmen go along and the busy babe too..

she really busy, afternoon only will be free.. so morning just shop with carmen..

and actually i wan buy a lot thing for myself, such like tops, dress, shoes..

just don’t know why i didn’t get it at all at start..

perhaps too long never shop..

but finally i get myself a jacket look more like coat.. =)

then a dress for my party..

a pair of shoes, that i need it a lot for jogging..

actually not that satisfy but really no idea tat which i can buy..

then we had our lunch at “food n tea”..

my meal..

buuu, camwhore..* yellow-ish, looks ugly

*long time

actually we thought to have lunch with the babe, but after we finish our lunch she not yet reach also..
so deicde to pay and wait her come over and we went to accompany them to have lunch..
around 4pm we need to go back because carmen need back early to done something..

PC fair ,it is last day of it.. actually thought never get chance went there, but at last mint we did went there..
Yes, i wan get my 14R badly.. but i just don’t want purchase thru on9..
weee~~
once we reach there, quickly find “DELL” booth..
for more information, about the model that i want..
actually the model they had is abit different with what i saw it from the net..
spec abit diff, and also the price..
since like the price is slightly different, mom & sister start bargain the price with them.. LOL
and mom actually wan get a netbook badly, just we doesn’t agree..
because of the price problem, mom decide to get herself a notebook.. and get the final nice price from them..
in the hall, from what we see “DELL” worker are really hardsell their product.. shout like nobody business..LOL

*during we search DELL booth, mom say this fair looks like sell “pretty girls” more than product..
and i told her actually a lot people just come over to have fun and see pretty girls only.. LOL

ღsigning off, rukiღ

隐形的绳

其实在不知不觉中，自己被那隐形的绳捆绑着了..

那是执着的隐形绳..

我想是因为执着，才让无形的隐形绳把自己捆绑着..

这样过的并不快乐..

所以为什么要让自己过的不快乐呢？

别人说有多少年的爱，就用多少时间来放开..

我不想这样..

我们有3年的爱，那么我不就要用3年时间来放开？

我才不要！

3年，如果能我希望用最短的3天来放开..

可是我并没做到..

那么就用3个月吧..

快2个月了，我想我已经慢慢的松绑了那条绳..

我想就只剩下那么的一个小结..

就那么希望，最后的一个结能早日松绑..

放开他我会快乐..=)

ღsigning off, rukiღ

Wednesday Night

Nowdays i had movie at Wednesday, because it is cheaper than usual day…

Some more i’m not alone to watch it, my little sis are following at least i’m being a light bulb.. =)

After so long , we finally get to watch “Inception”

Starting i really don’t know what is this movie about, until my sister told that it is a very interesting movie..

Even 988 DJ are recommend this movie..So we decide to have it..

Before we reach sunway, we get worry that we will be late cox of don’t know what happen the road are jam!

Luckly we get there on time..=)

*thumbs up* for Inception..

People if you not yet watch, please go get it..

Watch it from start to the end, if not you won’t understand if u miss out some part..

really impressive !

dreams of the dreams.. =p

ohh, my body really got something wrong..

digestion problem! =((

FML..

*single is better right? no need to report like blah blah to anyone..

do whatever you like and flirting around (but i didn’t).. LOL

weeee, i think i miss you.. *

ღsigning off, rukiღ

run away..

i’m worry about the party now..
not many people willing to come , due to some reason..
a lot never reply me.. arrghh!
can somebody just tell me please, who can i invite?!

about the food , is very costly if follow as the plan..
but if order that, i scare it is too a lot for it..

these day really lost control, i ate a lot a lot.. really a lot!
all inside my tummy, so i got a big big big tummy.. =(
i don’t want like this la, my day is coming soon.. wuuuu~~

nowdays bored like hell, nothing to do much..
people ask me why i’m always feel boring ?
because i don’t have much friend, no one can hang out..
and i’m not allow to hang out at night also..
most important reason is about money, no money no life..
i got no extra money for those entertainment..
what a pity life i got?!
tat’s y in my life just only got sleep, eat, work & 24/7 FB ..
lonely vampire.. =(

yes, i think i should get more friends..
but.. how?
get it thru FB? @@doesn’t realistic also..
just like my list got 800+ friends, but i don’t think more than 20% tat i know..


can life just go on without anything?
i just want to run away right now..
sometimes i don’t really know what those people think..
maybe they don’t have brain, what they say never go thru by the brain.. that’s y!



*sometimes thing doesn’t need to talk until so obvious, please be smart..
people already decide to do this, so stop annoying at there..
and don’t force me become like a devil to talk with you..
don’t excess my endurance limit!

ღsigning off, rukiღ

Last minute plan

Time pass so fast, is August ady..
i’m August babe.. ♥
Since the birthday is around the corner, i feel xxx ..
I don’t know what to say, i’m confused with my feeling..
I did mention before i will never like others, to organize a 21^st birthday party..
Because i don’t know who i should invite if organize the party, i don’t have a lot friends so i never think about it..
But..
My sister keep suggest my family i should organize a party..
Yes, she did it..
My mom they all are agree to do so, because she say 21^st once in our life..
so,if i oppose it is useless..
So on it, actually my birthday is on 11/8, Wednesday..Thought wanna celebrate early, but they are busy.. so delay till 14/8
and the high efficiency sister ask me immediate to create event in FB to invite people..
So i did create 1 for it..About the guest list, i really don’t know who should i invite..
If u guys wan come over, just RSVP at the event there and let me know please..
thanks a lot..
mwahhh mwahhh..


p/s: i just get to know, ah few already can’t attend.. *disappointed* =(