Wednesday, May 26, 2010

new try

this what i mean by..
2ply of golden brown with white polkadot..

is my new ..
till now is still lasting on the nails..
woootss..

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

你坏了我的心情!

以前到现在
有很多事情你都让我感到失望心淡..
所以一切一切属于你的我都摘下..
好让我自己觉得,能放开就放开(其实都很难了,因为我不想成为对方的过客)
现在我想,你怎么可以那么不负责任?
一点苦头都不能吃吗?
我不可能一直支撑你的,.
其实我很不喜欢真的很不喜欢,你这样的态度..
我老早就说了,你们全家都一样。。
什么巴必脾气吗?什么态度嘛?
有性格可以当饭来吃吗?
喜欢不要做就不做吗?
okay的,如果那很有钱的话当然可以这样做。。
但你不是!
妈咪说得对,都没钱了。。没办法也要做..
对!这是现实的生活,除非你不想活了..
可以说,你已经让我抓狂了..
我们的未来已经成为黑漆漆的,不敢想了..
fw的一句话,没钱=没爱情..
对我来说对一半吧..
可以说如果我要有钱的当初一开始都不会选上你!
我不现实,但是实事就是你超过我的界限了..你不明白吗?

还是如果我把这番话都告诉你,你会骂我的说不明白不了解的是我吧!

我相信我有我的理,我只把我的感受写出来而已..
总好过我憋着..我会崩溃的!


!!!

我想我不再对你碎碎念念了..

对你再放点,让我自己也好过..

Monday, May 24, 2010

Mizz Nina feat.Colby O'Donis - What you waiting for [ Official Music Vid...



repeat like 362654124897 times..
hey sexy girl from Kuala-la-la Lumpur.. hey baby that’s me!
so what your name? hey babe what your name? okay! sexy is my name , sexy is my name..
is really nice song..
listen wherever I’m..

signing off, ruki


Sunday, May 23, 2010

random daily routine

are you doing the same thing everyday?
yes! i am..
how about u?

hmmmm, Friday abit different..
went for movie at night, with mom sis and aunt..
we got IPMan2 @ IOI, this is the 2
nd time me n my sis watch d..
still this movie is AWESOME!
gosh, they are so YENG!
fuuu, after the movie get to yumcha at nearby..
thought wanna got it at mamak, who knows is full house so we change to have Chinese food..
blab la bla, when we get home already 1am+..

*freaking tired*

a little about Saturday ..
after working went to bii house till night only get home..
night went out wit mama yum cha @ Nathan corner..
fcuking things happen..
a bunch of people are sitting behind us..
and they are laughing like mad and hands hit on the table..
mom very “mm song” with it..
sooooo! you know what she did?
she do fake laughing with very noisy sound just like them! OMFG!
me and sister, laugh too but .. really betahan mom la..
is fucking shame la..
mom say she do so just let them know how ugly is them (means the way they laughing)..
=.=!
actually, for me..
if, i never care never bother i don’t give a damn to them..
let them become fcuking ugly ..
wooooo~

what a night again.. =)


signing off, ruki

Saturday, May 22, 2010

hatess

PMS make my mood swing..
and what i had done was out of da control..
mad, emo, blaming, scolding.. gosh!
i hate the emo thinking i got.. i can’t control it..

what i can say? is my fault, and u too my dear.. =x
the mind thinking were really sucks..
regret some what i had do..
50/50 mind thinking.. with good & evil!
really! this steps make me scare and sad..
i don’t like myself become like this..
words come from u, you walk urs i walk mine.. =(
shitty word!

but i think, lastly i did make a right decision..
yet i worry is the future..
still here..

p/s:我们是否误解了对方的意思?

Friday, May 21, 2010

recently

a little update about me
i’m being good girls for these weekends, didn’t hang out with anyone for the reason..
just helping mum for the classes..
and no one will date me too..=(
awww, so of course i go get some little extra poket money for myself..

and the news about the feller..
ya, he quit the new job again! i don’t know what’s wrong with him?
watadafak! i feel very stress when he not working, i have to worry about him a lot and a lot..
really troublesome!
somemore not working for many months d..=/=
if continue like this, i can’t afford anymore!
GOSH, what the hell did you want??
(a updated news! he finally get a job)

okay then skipped about it!

HA!
the night accompany mum, went to TESCO to buy something..
teeee, we are naughty enough.. cawhore with the mircoven..mememe..
after that, is time to pay bill.. the things we got..
wanna fight!
while waiting..

erm erm.. so end’s here..

Monday, May 17, 2010

company anniversary

okay, is the day..
all along those rehearsal, is time get the show on..
in very last minute, only get my legging ..
half finish doll up at home and rush to the hotel there..
helping other’s done the makeup and lastly myself too..
rushing is making me sick, i don’t feel so comfortable with it..
hmmm, the night activity start on time and with the dinner too.. while eating we do got the special program “lucky draw”..
camwhore picha..


picture get from other’s..
with Lady GaGa.. OMFG, he’s HOT!
with Red Queen..











i don’t have the mood to capture at the night, so is that’s all..
and our show get 3rd ..
i was not that lucky in the lucky draw, just get a very normal prize “POLO watch”..
don’t have the faith with those big prize, Plasma LcD TV , Air-Cond, DvD player ,Electronic Product , Avilion PD Resort ticket & etc.. all gone.. =( how sad?
blahhh, the extend time show make me damn worried and rush!
very headache! rushing back home, and rushing out again..

luckily still got time when we reach IOI..
opps, yeap.. we went for a movie, Iron Man 2..
aww, i realized we in almost same outfit..





vertical & horizon zebra print tops..

bluehh~~ =p
i’m almost half dead for rushing here and there, is farking tired..
the movie, not so satisfied.. disappointed ! is not so nice as i think..
conclusion, if anyone going to watch it.. do not expected too high..

before home, get to mamak and get some food…
when i’m reach home, is 4am!
GOD! i’m really DEAD~

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

updating soon - anniversary

ehhmm, i'm on the way to updating..
so wait me eh..

a picture on dat day..
spot me!

* i been in here for 3 years.. i'm getting older d...

signing off, ruki


Thursday, May 6, 2010

labour day

seems like, i miss out a post..
is about outing on labour day..
company anniversary is getting nearer, and i not yet get my things done..
need to bought some prop, for the performance..
geee~
went to sunway, after having brunch with mom at taman desa ..
camwhore..






yup, we thought the time are late now so sunway there should be got a lot of parking..
and we were so wrong!
we got the car park at the bridge there..LOL
funny~
okay, just direct went to the shop i wanted..
after buying, seems like got nothing to do..
no movie for the day, just hang over there around have some drink then we went home..
on the way back to the car..
u see a lot of car’s also at there..


dear back..
hmmmm..
is the very first time, we don’t need to pay parking ticket for that.. woots!

end’s here..

signing off, ruki



Sunday, May 2, 2010

early celebration for Mother Day

yeap, we celebrate mother’s day in a earlier week..
venue at Golden Sun Restaurant @ Kuchai..
dear is with us, so he did follow us to have the dinner..
no food picture this time, i’m lazy to snap it..
its only me , for the photo..
dear N me.. i wan more picture, but he say 1 is more than enuff.. =(
with sis
photo taken from carmen..











cake of the night “oreo cheese”



after the dinner, send dear & baby go home..


- special -

not forget , wish the dearest girl
HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
currently at KK with her lover..
enjoy ur holiday..
♥♥


signing off, ruki