All about songs

after things happen, i got a lot free times..
i found a lot sad song,what is all about for it?
why? i do so? i don’t know..
just keep repeating n repeating..
神木与瞳 - 宽恕
凌加峻 - 三个字
周杰伦 - 我落泪情绪零碎

a lot n a lot ..

and i though i did b better, but i’m not..
i doesn’t ok at all..
cries like hell, you don’t know at all.. *sigh*

*你可不可以不要无端端这样，你这样我令我很心痛..我不知道该怎么办，你不要当做什么事都没发生那样。。不要显得你自己很大方！！
你的假假的大方，让我不可以小气的对你..
* for someone thanks for accompany me & hang till very late.. i appreciate u, hope u know..

Don't cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you. Because girls give and forgive, but guys get and forget.

ღsigning off, rukiღ

it's like ...

i'm always on sad love song nowdays, never stop hearing it..
my life like abit mess up..
argh, forget about it..
i just wanna a short update about my live now..
- i just like being not myself anymore, i feel numb with those feeling.
.the pain's never reduce, as it still in..
-i just want be happier, at least i wan smile like from my heart..
-the day's if can i will make myself busy and tired.
****************************************************************

that day, went to movie with both sister...
@Midvalley, the place i really not love to go..
doll up..


it was so long time i never put on the fake lash....*eye's feel very heavy*
after get all things done and we went there and walk around to kill the times..

we went to watch "KILLERS",quite nice.. =)
i like Ashton Kutcher so much, he is damn handsome.. arghhh!!

after the movie we camwhore 99...










okay, that's all... xOxO

两个人分手之后做了朋友(转）

如果两个人分手之后做了朋 友,那说明我从来没爱过你，如果两个人分手以后依旧可以做分手之前做的事,那说明我想让你记住我，如果两个人分手之后我不再见你并大声说我恨你,那说明我 不舍得离开你，如果两个人分手之后在彼此的世界消失了,那说明我真的爱 你。



分手时,沉默是最好的问题,最圆满的答案.

恋爱是甜蜜的,分手是 难免的.谁不是哭过几次,痛过几次,才找到最后的爱.分手是必经的,但有些问题不必问.



1.不要问:为 什么要分手.

无论答案是什么,都是你难以接受的原因



2.不要问:你 有没有爱过我.

爱过如何,未爱过又如何,总之这一刻就是不爱.



3. 不要问:我做错了些什么.

爱不是讲对错,而是讲感觉.相爱是谈情,不是讲理.当爱的感觉已经不存在,对或错又可以挽回 些什么?



4.不要问:我有什么不好.她有什么好.我有什么比不上她.

何 必逼对方,再一次侮辱你,打击你的自信心.



5.不要问:难道你不记得我们以前快乐的日子了么.

她 /他要离开你,就是因为她/他要现在的快乐,和将来的快乐.



6.不要问:不如我们重新来过.

这 个哀求,只会让对**得你更可怜,更卑微.



7.不要问:我们以后还可不可以做朋友.

这 样拖泥带水,对方只会感到厌烦.

爱是最美好的记忆.爱过了,曾经拥有过了,就要学会知足,何必为难对方,让曾经的美好变了味道.让她/他 曾经给过的温柔成为孤独时温暖自己的美妙的回忆.回忆是美丽的…珍藏走过的轨迹…握紧现有幸福…

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

女人永远也不知道男人为什么要学会坚强

who understand?

who can i blame in this? i think it is me..

how can i be such stupid again..

think over again, what jennifer say’s is correct..

perhaps he did really get another new one..

and if he did appreciate what i do to him, he won’t dump me..

she ask me is time to wake, he doesn’t worth at all..

i really appreciate what she say to me, it’s really pulling me up..

i should wake up & not being stupid anymore..

i should not giving myself a hope again, it just fake 1..

what i hope is not going to happen and it never happen..

that’s all..

what i did think about this, i stand in his situation think..
izit is my fxxking attitude problems? izit i control him too much? izit he feel i’m fxxking annoying? izit i’m still not good enough?
i don’t know.. i really don’t know..

no matter what and how..
this is the truth to me..
i need to *slap* myself hardly to wake up..
i will forget, but i did not forgive..
i still miss you..
i won’t hate you, but i don’t bless you were in good..
i bless you are much worse than me…
i believe in karma..
better keep watching and see what will happen, may god bless you!
as u wish, find a BETTER girlfriend..

ღsigning off, rukiღ

dumboo

i’m still not in good mood ..
my mood still swing like hell..
i don’t know how to express all my feelings..
it just a lot n a lot..
i read a lot article, about love in FB..
but, i starting accept wat is happen..
i… just …
forget about it…
and i think i mess my life again.. =(
yet, i got freedom now.. but i feel alone..

FIFA , makes me sad.. i lose!
but , i get very excited with it..

update:
this word “ Hate You So Much”..
for me right?
this make my mood swing, heartache.. =(
i think it just a misunderstand, i don’t flirt ..
i’m the one who not deserve this, i’m not doing anything wrong..
you dump me, don’t ever say like i’m the one who hurting u!

ღsigning off, rukiღ

ღ對你ღ

*转帖，我只改了一些～

你突然の一句分手
把我對你の愛
都毀滅了
分手不是我要の結果
爲什麽我就是沒有說話の權力
是不是我沒有資格
還是對你我沒有反抗の餘地
一句沒感覺就說分手 ，事情就將了

把我們の回憶都封閉了
開心被封閉
傷心 都打開了

你對我
愛理不理の行為
讓我很傷心
我是不是做錯了什麽

錯誤我總愛推到你身上
因為我不愛認輸
所有の錯
都是因為我

你要求の
我從來沒有拒絕
你要の我都會盡全力給你

但我要求の
你都是推三推四の
沒有完成

那我能怎樣怪你
爲什麽你
不能對我緊張些
關心一些嗎

還是你覺得我管你太緊了
讓你覺得無法呼吸

原來太愛你
把心給了你
也是一個錯

換來，
只有傷心和心痛

我想不通..

这到底为什么？
就为什么事情是这样，我就好像死的不明不白..
很多事我都想问，但要怎么问我不会…
我提不起那勇气！因为我不知道怎么开始..
我怕！因为我知道你对我很狠你知道吗？
很乱很乱，我要问什么我自己也不知道了..
你应该在笑我因为我很笨，我什么都看不清..
你应该很开心因为我很痛苦..
你应该很快活，因为可以无拘无束的向别的女生打情骂俏..
那么我呢？就因为你的快活而痛苦..
就像我脑里的天使和魔鬼令我困扰..

p/s:谁可以教教我，如何才好？

i'm not ready for this all!

please make my heart stop beating, it is fucking pain..

I feel u r hiding from me.. izit i’m that undesirable?
I saw what you wrote.. izit that i force you for that?
and is sounds like i’m the one who hurt u, and u r the one who feel more hurt than me..
i don’t understand why u can wrote such things?
love = trade, love more = hurt more
and what u & me get in this dealing?
sounds hurt but not you, is me.. since u talk this i don’t feel u did..

****
无时无刻都在注意你，当你不在时我种莫明的失落，当你在时却又种说不出的心痛..

（转）不习惯变成习惯

习惯他的呵护，习惯他的温柔，习惯他的淘气，习惯他的笑容

甚至在不知不觉中，习惯用他的方式微笑，用他的方式温柔

我们彼此互相依赖，依赖着这甜蜜的习惯


每天固定的，我也习惯在特定时间听到电话铃声响起

我用最温柔的声音期待你的响应

但当传来的不是你时，我总是会有那么一点点的失望

因为我依赖着那甜蜜的习惯


然后有一天我们分手了，我难过、伤心、失望与不舍

因为我还是一样依赖着那习惯

但是我却必须舍弃“习惯”的权利

我不再有权利习惯他的呵护、温柔、淘气与笑容


于是我有了新的习惯

我开始习惯想到你时流着眼泪悼念过去的记忆

我开始习惯每天睡前不再有你的耳语

我开始习惯每天沉默不语……


直到有一天，我忙得忘了这些习惯

我不再习惯流泪

不再习惯发呆

我才猛然发现很久、很久没有想起你的温柔了

甚至有些忘了你的样子

只记得你曾经有着那样好看的笑容

不过，都已经是模模糊糊的了

那时候，逝去的爱情终于变得美丽，不再有遗憾


我们害怕失去爱情

也许只是害怕失去对一个人甜蜜的“习惯”

或许换个角度

我们并不是真的失去“习惯”

而是试着习惯没有那些习惯的生活

这，也是一种习惯

*（原文是你&他，我把它改成我&你）

不知道为什么，总感觉你有在避开我....还是我想多了？

Officially..

i’m single now, because i give out the first step to find out..
i thought the ending will better, but i’m wrong .. is really damn hurt..
got the lamest pretext for breaking up..
no feel, not happy within this 3 years and don’t want to waste my time anymore & i’m useless can’t give you anything..
fXXk! 3years d, only say no feel & dunwan waste my time anymore?!
did i ask something from you? even when u r not working, I’m the one beside you to help..
and what the hell is happening now?
what i get?
very smart huh? after finish take advantage then dump me..

is true, when a guy wanna break up..
what lame reason will be come out from their mouth, and say this is the truth..

i should let it go..
and please..
爱情别再来敲我的门了..

ღsigning off, rukiღ

down,down

what the hell was happen? i don’t like my recent mood.. =(
my mood was so depress..
i got no way to let it out, i’m soon become crazy..
everyday i got to put fake smile on my face.. it just can’t become like usual d..
to my sis, don’t worry.. i got NO new target.. i’m not that type of person..
if i’m, i will not become so suffer now..
and i just finding someone to talk, i don’t know who should i talk with already..
btw, i felt guilty d.. i had stop what i done..

i wan thankqiu , sun.. cheering me up..
and recently my mind was think and think, why he can do such thing to me?
i didn’t get any answer..
you know what, i feel really got devil & angel..
ughhh..
i really don’t know how to express my feeling anymore..
here, my fake smile..

btw, what i said咖啡喝了那么久，现在才发觉是那么的不适合自己的胃口..
izit real?
but what the true is i love coffee so much..



p/s : i;m delaying all the post now..

认真的想我并没有，知心的好友..
真的很悲哀..

ღsigning off, rukiღ