fml fml

my life are sucks, please f it!
izit the problems from me? i don’t know..
or maybe this road i choose already wrong, is not correct at all..
now things mess up is all related with it..makes my mood upside down..X.x
sighhhh,things always can’t go smooth according to plan..
i seem like don’t have authority to do everything, i’m like a bird which cant fly at all..

but what to do, i got no choice.. this call my LIFE..
i have to follow..
i just can’t bear it things can’t go smooth, it makes my temperature goes to 100’c ..
i just can’t control my f-ing stupid attitude, my EQ are not high at all..
just a f-ing stupid question.. family important or future important?!

for me both important..
it makes me feel so frustrated..

seriously..

this is not a joke, i’m totally broke this time plus i’m getting fat again..
went out everynight at these 2 week, my money gone like water..
eating every night, makes my weight getting higher n higher.. =(
i think i should stop going out , stop eating..
don’t ask me go out..
i just want to stay at home..
it makes me almost insane, all about money..
my car roadtax & insurance is gonna expired , so how i gonna get extra $ to pay it?
my car getting old, it should take it to repair & service soon..
somemore, i did promise mr wayne went for the training , it gonna cost some $ for it..
arghhh arghh, a lots of DEBTS!!!

i’m not joking, i feel so stress when i’m think abt this..
yesterday, my mom suddenly ask why i couldn’t help her for the coming week, bcox i got training to attend..
awww, it make me feel so sorry to her..
how la? what can i do?

thing’s all come together.

sometimes i don’t really know why things always happen like this..

when i’m free, i really free till ------- i don’t know how to describe..

when i got things to do, all are come to me at the same time..

so i hate to do decision, who i’m gonna to ffk.. @.@

is not good to do so, but i got no idea wat i still can do..

kinds busy in this 2 weeks, i feel so tired and i dint get a nice rest..

pffff!

suddenly i feel i’m so busy, i need time to get rest..

Monday-

yea, when to hse.meeting with wayne.. i still feel strange at there, you know i’m not good in social..

Tuesday-♥

went to yumcha with wei, chat abt something.. LOL

Wednesday-♥

finally, get chance to swim.. at babe house..=p

Thursday-♥

movie with sean after work, we had RED.. it is nt tat interested but it doesn’t disappointed me..

i’m happy with it.. =)

Friday-rest? perhaps..

Sat & Sun – confirm will working..

XoXo..

& i’m fucking hate my sensitive lips! if can i will cut it out! roooarrr!

morning jog

a plan that always never take action, finally this time it do..

Sunday morning, wei deb and lil sis..went to bukit jalil jogging..

wooo, sounds so healthy~

and the purpose deb going is not jog but taking picture..

she took a lot my fugly pic.. tsk tsk!

i’m so fat d, should jog more and do more exercise..

i do really jog for it, because my muscle is freaking pain till now..

and another reason perhaps the warm up r not enough..

to have healthy body, should sacrifice sleep time.. LOL

i’m serious, who gonna jog with me very soon?

at least a 30min.. =)

我

我，是狮子座但并不完全的像..

我，喜欢让人觉得难以捉摸..

我，从不向人透露心声..

我，爱讲但看对象是谁..

我，常常搞不清状况...

我，从来不主动..

我，不爱被冷落..

我，脾气很暴燥..

我，爱动手动脚..

我，很情绪化..

我，爱比较..

我，没信心..

我，没主见..

我，很拽..

我，外冷内热…

♥

这样，你能了解我多少？

once again – gathering

get to know is another gathering, im so excited for it..

early early get myself prepare, because i don’t wan be late..

very early i reach the venue “wings café @ ss15…

we talk we laugh, i believe we all had a lot of fun..

what i don’t really like is, we have to talk till so loud because of the live band..

ohhh, it make me freaking headache..

this gathering kinda successful 13 is attending.. =)

should thanks for the organizer kok kuan, even he need to left early for his assignment..

and i m so forgetful , till i don’t remember i did bring camera..only 2 pic r taken at last mint..

appreciate this going to 10 yrs friendship so so much.. ♥

101010

a wonder day 10 10 10, such nice date..=)

night, went to sing k session with deb, wei & lovely sis..

very first thing reach there, buffet! =)

arrr arr, i’m crazy for sushi…

sing + camwhore..

nothing much to talk…
around 11 Mr.A say wanna find me, so i left neway earlier..
then he come over pick me up to have a drink..
talk about love..
he is quite smart, he know alots about girl.. salute!
nothing i can say, so bless you with that girl..
♥
what a wonderful 101010 i have.. =)

free time to done it

Saturday after work went to MV awhile, have lunch with someone..
*sigh* terrible , only word i can say..
argh, very sorry to say so, but this is the only word.. u really scare me off!
and i say billion times i don’t like MV! ishhh
i gonna blame baka sean!
quickly done the lunch and went to find the baka!
and brilliant me, out from MV and took the wrong way and heading to bangsar..)_$%*$^&%!
so stupid!
i don’t have GPS, but finally do get the way back to pj area.. thanks god!
ohh, on the way going alot cars..jam!
purpose to there is take present & souvenir.. =))
since got nothing to do, we plan to have movie at sunway..
before the movie , we went to have sushi..
actually i’m craving for very long time d, finally.. happy!
14plate..
then went for movie “the switch” .. ehmmm. kinda bored! almost fall asleep..=(
home after movie, it was a tiring day..

p/s:anyway thanks for the present..=)

恋上

最近都不知道怎么了，我恋上了”微薄“...
一开始时，并不觉得怎样反而觉得有点复杂，可是久了之后摸索了才知道它很好~
那里有很多好看的，很有意思的。。我很喜欢~
有意思的，我一定转发到”面子书“让大家看看。。因为微薄需要有户口才能看到里面的内容的...

小时候，希望自己快点长大，长大了，却发现遗失了童年；单身时，开始羡慕恋人的甜蜜，恋爱时，怀念单身时的自由。很多事物，没有得到时总觉得美好，得到之后才开始明白：“我们得到的同时也在失去。

XoXo

Rubbish post

Actually I got a lot thing to update, but due to my laziness I give it up..

try to update as much as I can… =)

errmm, last month went for a wedding dinner.. my boss daughter big day!
camwhore as usual..then after the dinner, went for second round.. “sing k”!
thanks our boss “adam”, for spending us! Woootsss~~

Then not forget Carmen birthday celebration at “fun ok” café..
wish u again “happy belated 22th birthday”!

errmm, I still busy as usual.. busy working, helping my mom, sleeping, eating ..and not forget meet some new fren.. Mr A! =)
but im still in pcs! Don’t worry..

my mind was kinda empty, shall stop here..
*actually I don’t even know izit i’’m wrong or what? I feel very sorry to myself..!arghh, dilemma!

p/s: I gonna do something that I never do before!

Penang Trip - III

3^rd day, the last day..
still no go anywhere, someone are still sick..
our breakfast, coconut jelly..=)
then we went to check out , and have a walk at beach there..
both of us camwhore 99 at there before left..
*for more pls view http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=282392&id=644890134&page=8

wei wanna buy things before back so went to gurney have brunch, then komtar again..
lastly. went to “ghee hiong” to buy the famous biscuit..
150years~~
there is only disappointed for this trip, because we doesn’t have chance to visit around..
i wil be back..=)

XoXo, sorry for super duper late update..

Penang Trip - II

2^nd day, we actually plan to see sunrise but we missed..
wei is getting serious.. =(
so, no other solutions. i have to drive..we went out to find medicine for him again.. and get help from Vincent asked where to get nice food..
luckily he is off , and he bring us to eat..yes,i’m the driver on that day.. Penang road drive me crazy! and blame the GPS cant show the proper way to us.. it was our first time meet up, and i’m gonna trouble him to bring us go here n there..he bring us to eat “yong dao fu” and alots..then he bring us to have “coconut jelly & famous cendol”

thanks for treating us..=p
then he bring us to prangin mall & komtar..
shop around..
camwhore nonstop..

then we went to komtar and he bring us to have cendol again..b’cox deb wan to try durian flavor cendol..
pity me, i don’t like durian..it almost make me puke!
but i have a try for ice cream cendol.. compare with it, i prefer original cendol..
time past so fast, is time go back hotel and get the patient out to have dinner..
persiaran gurney is our target to having dinner..
order kinda a lot to eat.. =)) satisfy!after that send the patience back to hotel, then Vincent bring us to hard rock hotel to have a look..
talking picture around..
thought will be back, but he bring us to bay bistro have drinks..
ahhh, my cocktail..
abit tipsy after that, still need to drive..incident happen, i bang the car when parking..that time i directly wake!
ahww, so so sorry..i was so blur that time..