question?

what should I do and what i can do for now??
what for i make myself suffer like this?
is really unworthy, no one’s know no one’s will understand..
so why am i torture myself like HELL?
tears , pain , depress .. u know?
u wont! don’t even u ask..
just because I’m talking like an bull-shiting?
respect you? but did u respect me?
talking like shit?
no one’s will get the meaning, don’t even urself..
i been try to get patient now..
and what had u did?
did u in patient situation or patient mood?
but you never giving me any chances..
never answer me single of it..
you never want this trouble end’s…