i'm not ready for this all!

please make my heart stop beating, it is fucking pain..

I feel u r hiding from me.. izit i’m that undesirable?
I saw what you wrote.. izit that i force you for that?
and is sounds like i’m the one who hurt u, and u r the one who feel more hurt than me..
i don’t understand why u can wrote such things?
love = trade, love more = hurt more
and what u & me get in this dealing?
sounds hurt but not you, is me.. since u talk this i don’t feel u did..

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无时无刻都在注意你，当你不在时我种莫明的失落，当你在时却又种说不出的心痛..