fml fml

my life are sucks, please f it!
izit the problems from me? i don’t know..
or maybe this road i choose already wrong, is not correct at all..
now things mess up is all related with it..makes my mood upside down..X.x
sighhhh,things always can’t go smooth according to plan..
i seem like don’t have authority to do everything, i’m like a bird which cant fly at all..

but what to do, i got no choice.. this call my LIFE..
i have to follow..
i just can’t bear it things can’t go smooth, it makes my temperature goes to 100’c ..
i just can’t control my f-ing stupid attitude, my EQ are not high at all..
just a f-ing stupid question.. family important or future important?!

for me both important..
it makes me feel so frustrated..

seriously..

this is not a joke, i’m totally broke this time plus i’m getting fat again..
went out everynight at these 2 week, my money gone like water..
eating every night, makes my weight getting higher n higher.. =(
i think i should stop going out , stop eating..
don’t ask me go out..
i just want to stay at home..
it makes me almost insane, all about money..
my car roadtax & insurance is gonna expired , so how i gonna get extra $ to pay it?
my car getting old, it should take it to repair & service soon..
somemore, i did promise mr wayne went for the training , it gonna cost some $ for it..
arghhh arghh, a lots of DEBTS!!!

i’m not joking, i feel so stress when i’m think abt this..
yesterday, my mom suddenly ask why i couldn’t help her for the coming week, bcox i got training to attend..
awww, it make me feel so sorry to her..
how la? what can i do?

thing’s all come together.

sometimes i don’t really know why things always happen like this..

when i’m free, i really free till ------- i don’t know how to describe..

when i got things to do, all are come to me at the same time..

so i hate to do decision, who i’m gonna to ffk.. @.@

is not good to do so, but i got no idea wat i still can do..

kinds busy in this 2 weeks, i feel so tired and i dint get a nice rest..

pffff!

suddenly i feel i’m so busy, i need time to get rest..

Monday-

yea, when to hse.meeting with wayne.. i still feel strange at there, you know i’m not good in social..

Tuesday-♥

went to yumcha with wei, chat abt something.. LOL

Wednesday-♥

finally, get chance to swim.. at babe house..=p

Thursday-♥

movie with sean after work, we had RED.. it is nt tat interested but it doesn’t disappointed me..

i’m happy with it.. =)

Friday-rest? perhaps..

Sat & Sun – confirm will working..

XoXo..

& i’m fucking hate my sensitive lips! if can i will cut it out! roooarrr!

morning jog

a plan that always never take action, finally this time it do..

Sunday morning, wei deb and lil sis..went to bukit jalil jogging..

wooo, sounds so healthy~

and the purpose deb going is not jog but taking picture..

she took a lot my fugly pic.. tsk tsk!

i’m so fat d, should jog more and do more exercise..

i do really jog for it, because my muscle is freaking pain till now..

and another reason perhaps the warm up r not enough..

to have healthy body, should sacrifice sleep time.. LOL

i’m serious, who gonna jog with me very soon?

at least a 30min.. =)

我

我，是狮子座但并不完全的像..

我，喜欢让人觉得难以捉摸..

我，从不向人透露心声..

我，爱讲但看对象是谁..

我，常常搞不清状况...

我，从来不主动..

我，不爱被冷落..

我，脾气很暴燥..

我，爱动手动脚..

我，很情绪化..

我，爱比较..

我，没信心..

我，没主见..

我，很拽..

我，外冷内热…

♥

这样，你能了解我多少？

once again – gathering

get to know is another gathering, im so excited for it..

early early get myself prepare, because i don’t wan be late..

very early i reach the venue “wings café @ ss15…

we talk we laugh, i believe we all had a lot of fun..

what i don’t really like is, we have to talk till so loud because of the live band..

ohhh, it make me freaking headache..

this gathering kinda successful 13 is attending.. =)

should thanks for the organizer kok kuan, even he need to left early for his assignment..

and i m so forgetful , till i don’t remember i did bring camera..only 2 pic r taken at last mint..

appreciate this going to 10 yrs friendship so so much.. ♥

101010

a wonder day 10 10 10, such nice date..=)

night, went to sing k session with deb, wei & lovely sis..

very first thing reach there, buffet! =)

arrr arr, i’m crazy for sushi…

sing + camwhore..

nothing much to talk…
around 11 Mr.A say wanna find me, so i left neway earlier..
then he come over pick me up to have a drink..
talk about love..
he is quite smart, he know alots about girl.. salute!
nothing i can say, so bless you with that girl..
♥
what a wonderful 101010 i have.. =)