i’m very outdated now, long time i never went out for shopping edi..
can i have 1 day free for me to shop?
ღsigning off, rukiღ
i’m very outdated now, long time i never went out for shopping edi..
can i have 1 day free for me to shop?
ღsigning off, rukiღ

ღsigning off, rukiღ

yea,someone told me “flirting scholar” are not that nice, but after watching i feel not bad mar.. at least i laugh eh.. =) a very “wu li tou” movie, but kinda funny..
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Thursday.. night market, as usual.. my dear dear gal long time never find me edi, cox she ….
but finally she find me for dinner d.. LOL.. after so long, mom tag along with us for the dinner.. =)
really long time nvr walk night market with mom edi..
lalalalala..
ishhh, always when i wan buy something.. why sure don’t have geh? >.<>
hmmm~no takoyaki for that, i’m too full edi..
den get carrot milk for myself.. =)
*my lips... T__T, i wan throw it..
ღsigning off, rukiღ
至少也需要用哪一小段时间让它变淡去..
就好像现在,平复了很多..
我也没那么想你了…
只是,也不知道有时候就为什么你会突然出现在我脑海里…
爱不爱,连我自己也不知道了..
我想我也慢慢的把你藏起来了..
这是件好事,至少我还能这样做..
我想我没需要那么执着了,执着到后来我会得到什么呢?
*如果【拥有】这么难,那就学习【放下】吧*
这句是对的..我觉得痛了,而且痛得有点麻木..
所以就这样好了..

等,时间久了..
我想我会渐渐把你遗忘..
还有,
东西应该物归原主了..
黄威尔の男人女人 , 很有意思..
ღsigning off, rukiღ
everything should start to change and not the remain the same..
i can’t just stand at there and wait miracle happen..
no miracle will happen, don’t dream…
just take a deep deep breath and walk out..
let things keep in the deepest part and don’t touch it..
soon and sooner it will disappear without any notice..
this is what i want..what can i say..
everything should be start from ZERO and learn again by myself..
i don’t want rely on others anymore , i wan all the things can do it by myself..
i will try harder slowly and slowly walk out..
no matter what and how, i just care about myself only..
sounds selfish but, this is what i can do..self protection after getting hurt.. =)
and actually i scare i will being too annoyed, so i decide to be alone..
so don’t get misunderstand..
and
this is me… =X
i don’t disturb you, so you don’t disturb me too.. okay?
don’t mess with me, i’m a very rude girl! you can’t expect what i will do next..
so into Olivia Ong - You And Me her voice kills me, relaxing..
and and lastly, i want go somewhere to release all these thing..
stay at here very stress,a lot have to think about it..
i wan have a short trip , can I?
ღsigning off, rukiღ



ღsigning off, rukiღ
FML!
i don’t love things goes like this..
damn it! sounds like my fault! shit!
what?
i wait and wait and wait, but in the end what i get?
disappointed to the MAX! all had been mess up!
so till the end who’s wrong?
don’t you blame me!
i should go to the Bon Odori or club,
i should not wait..
FML the the max! regret regret..
luckily, midnight time W still find me to have a drink wit JX..
at least i feel better.. =)
but i get mumble by mom.. @.@
no care edi..
and yes, i should change my lifestyle d..
is really abnormal and unhealthy at all..
but how?
don’t know, times seem like doesn’t cure a
nything..
blah blah, i just can’t wait to get you out of my world..
原来爱会变恨..
放心,我还不恨你..
ღsigning off, rukiღ